Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Ashes

Another year fastly ending. Too many cracks and turns on this road that I lead to really jot down and analyzed. Not so much of a resolution list either. 2009 really was a learning year. I learned that I don't like working or that I can push myself to do things I don't like. A new lesson to learn at almost every turn but cliches aside, life is harsh and doesn't wait.

I grown to like myself much more, be comfortable with what I can do and what I am. Like years before, the ending of a year marks another attempt to start anew and get goals and plans to work out. I never really followed my list consciously but somehow a lot seems to get crossed off.

Biggest regret is still atop of the list but then that's just me playing to the Resolution Monotony right? I don't blog much anymore and haven't had the urge like I used to simply because I am at peace with my thoughts.. for now and only recently. I guess writing doesn't seem needed when I get myself like I do now.

2009, the year I became a true adult and the year I came to constantly think of this empty space where someone else should be.. but then that's always part of my wish list.

Now to 2010. All things considered, I am still working on past year's resolution. Why make new ones?
1. Grow

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