I DIDN'T changed for you or anyone, I changed for me but I have to admit having you as the face on the pavement really helps as I sweat-ed out my frustration and internal thoughts. I was restless and felt so heavy for a while now and I didn't know why. Having you tell me I wasn't enough and did not deserve to feel happy was more of an eye opener than a gut punch, even though I did not understood it then. I'm not giving up but at the same time I'm over you and yes I am glad I suffered through it all just to be able to be where I am now.
It's been months and even years since I saw you or talked to you but you were always there telling me I was behind and will never catch up no matter how hard I tried. I am happy I got to run.. all over you even if it's only in my head because that's where you reside now. I'm over you and I hope you realized I WILL BE FIRST NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY.
I faced rejection and it didn't fazed me at all.
I will conquer you: SELF-DOUBT.
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