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"Why didn't you tell me about Amanda?.. because I don't want you to be with her... I want you to be with me." - Kyle XY Season 3

In moderate, we are all slaves to our feelings and emotions.
In may ways than one, we are emotional slaves
In emotions we feel.

I'm an emotional person, way too much in fact, that I couldn't stopped myself from crying hysterically when watching a show or any show in fact where someone is leaving, hugging someone else or just feeling depressed. I use to think that's my empathetic side taking over but now I know better. I see it, I see their struggles and I acknowledge it.

So what does this have to do with anything? well I meant to blog about something that's been on my mind all morning but now that I actually sat down to write about it, I find that there's nothing to be said because I already know what it is and what I should be doing about it. In respect, writing it only puts word to what I fear the most and not really solving the problem.

Still, I wanna write about it so I'll probably will later... when I'm not pushed for time and should be eating (my first meal of the day) and getting ready to be a dutiful civil servant, another thing I shall talk about as the time allows.

"Why didn't you tell me about Amanda?.. Because I want us to be together.. Why didn't you tell me about it before?.. Because would you have listened?" Kyle XY My Season