If anyone was to write a book or a speech about my life when I am gone, I would think they would have a very hard time tracking down ANYONE with any real facts about me. I say this with a sense of regret and realization that I don't share a lot of myself with others. Sharing in the sense that if someone was to ask any of my friends they would be able to find at least 10 things about my likes, dislikes, history, favorites, annoyance and preferences. I'm pretty sure only about half is known and most of the time wouldn't be entirely complete.. I guess I'm not very expressive in my feelings or share much with others.
Why am I even complaining about this when it's clearly me who have never taken that first step to open up? Because sometimes I crave that feeling of completeness when someone tells me something about myself without me having to do it for them... That still doesn't make sense but I want to be able to be read and understand with subtlety and someone saying "Yah, I already know what she wants don't even have to ask..." SURPRISE!!
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