My internal drive takes a lot of pressure. I work it way too hard. Almost to the point of exhaustion.
Yet it gives going, when I find that something I like, I push at it, constantly feeding the flame. Putting my all, doesn't matter even if I have a final tomorrow and need to seriously buckle down and concentrate. I found something, I will pursue it.
All comes back to my sense of commitment.
That is why I am now directionless to where the rest of my college career will go.
I jump on the opportunity when it knocks... as well as invited it in and told it to make itself at home. Now it's taking over and I can't get rid of it. I want another visitor but that's not going to happen.. I pursued it, now I am taken.
3 years already, would another 2 make any difference? How bout another after that?
I need a backseat driver. Any takers?
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